If I said I’m not afraid, I’d be lying.
The fears that were quiet are multiplying.
I’ve felt so good lately it’s hard
To consider letting down my guard.
A barrier of protection I’ve formed,
Against outside noises that swarmed.
I can see life ahead filled with peace,
But before then, I must release.
This hold cancer’s had on my life,
All the fears, the struggles & strife.
I release the dark places of then,
Hoping to never go there again.
My body and mind and my soul,
Have finally been made whole.
So for this next round, I’m prepared.
To go through it, although I may be scared.
This step will help me to turn
All of this time into lessons learned.
My hope is to share all that’s true,
With warriors fighting anew.
I’ve shed tears, broken down, and healed.
And through it all, God’s love’s been revealed.
So if I needed to go where I’ve gone
To help you, it was worth it all along.